Looks like once again I am reminded that life truly does change in the blink of an eye. As I sit here in Lovington NM it is clear...Im not in Nashville anymore. I would say that to todo but in my life todo is actually Cidney and currently she is still in Nashville. So are all of my things. I have a bag of what I could carry on to the plane and have been living out of that bag for over three weeks. I am okay with all of that except for the not having my dog part...that's no fun. Only a few more days though and I will be with her again! YAY!! I will also be with my boyfriend again! I realize I mention the dog first and I am sure that means something but to me, for now, all it means I have had the dog 9 years and the guy for almost 4 months.
My life seems to be aimed straight for limbo currently so this blog may seem as disjointed as my current living situation. Dad had a stroke and all I can be is thankful since he was blessed to survive and even better to be doing so well! He still needs therapy and help which is understandable so its time to come home. YIKES!! As much as I am grateful for the opportunity I am also freaked out! I just started loving Nashville and had a job that was right up my alley. Now I am in limbo and starting over it seems. I guess it may be normal to question absolutely everything when these things happen but I don't know. I do know I am currently questioning almost everything! My faith is the only decision I am sure of everyday. I am wondering if I am in the right relationship with the "right" guy. Wondering where my next move will be and when it will come. Hoping I have the strength to pray for and follow God's will. Hoping I can rely on my opinions to make decisions and not base them all on others. Unsure of the career decisions I will have to eventually make. Just seems the best description for me currently is "Ummm maybe...not sure...oh I don't know!". I am trying to determine where God wants me and stay open to His plan. That is the best thing I can do. And in the meantime I am living by (at least trying to) Colossians 3:17 "And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him."
I plan to do my best to make the best of this time and to be a blessing whenever I can. I have been blessed and want to always remember that! I also want to get back to this blog thing haha!
